little vintage (amatir)

Ngenas banget ya. awalnya sih gue pengen bikin little vintage

tapi ga tau deh ini jadinya apa. malah sekarang gue minder banget liat rditannya si ari wiguna (noh dy model cowok yg pake baju biru) uasuuuu pengen nangis liatnya. gilak BAGUS BANGET mennnn !!!akkkkk tolong dong ajarin gue ngedit foto. kayaknya ngenas banget idup gue ya. udh hasil foto jelek editan juga jelek. :'(

gue pinter ? yaelah BORO* mah

need and want this

Pa beliin ini dong.masak tega sih sama

anaknya.

(-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩)

That Should Be Me

Everybody’s laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading about this other guy
Do you do what you did what you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn’t

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can’t go on
‘Till you believe
That that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It’s funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn’t see you out at the movies
What you doin’ to me
You’re taking him where we used to go
Now if you’re trying to break my heart
It’s working cause you know

That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can’t go on
‘Till you believe
That should be me

I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It’s getting harder to shield This pain is my heart

Ooh Ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can’t go on
‘Till you believe
That that should be me

Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me

That should be me
Giving you flowers 

That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me

That should be me
 

Never should’ve let you go
I never should’ve let you go
That should be me
I never should let you go
That should be me

bold 9900

Aku mau ini pa !!!aaaa pokoknya ini :(

the gift

night light

Baru belajar ambil pake slow spead

ya bengini lah hasilnya.

terimakasih tuhan hasilnya lumayan memuaskan xD 

 

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mungin udah saatnya aku pergi nyusul kakek, tapi rasanya disini aku masih punya tugas yang belum aku selesaiin. tugas dimana aku harus jadi adik yang baik buat kakaknya maupun dia bukan kakak ku. aku pengen cerita ke kakek lagi tentang dia. kek mungin sekarang aku bakal kehilangan orang-orang yang aku sayang untuk kedua kalinya, mungkin aku ga pantes ada di dekat dia maupun sebagai adiknya. mungkin aku cuma akan jadi beban buat dia. kek berkat dia aku ngerasain punya kakak cowok, aku bisa cerita semua masalahku ke dia, cerita tentang kakek ke dia. mungkin yang ngirim dia kesampingku kakek. makasi kek, tapi aku ga ngerti, tiba-tiba dia menghilang ga tau kemana. aku syok,bingung,galau setiap hari. jujur aku kangen banget sama dia, kangen curhat sama dia. dan disaat aku tau dia dimana, mungkin atau emang bener dia mulai sedikit menghindar dari aku. sedih banget, semua sms ku ga pernah dibales tapi dia bisa update di bbm. ya tuhan rasanya aku pengen loncat dari lantai 2 pas tau itu. sumpah, aku cuma mau tau dia udah maafin aku apa belum, dan setelah itu mungkin aku bakal bilang "kak mungkin udah saatnya aku pergi dari hidup kakak, ga akan ganggu kakak lagi.aku udh mutusin buat pergi nyusul kakek kesana.maaf selama ini aku banyak salah ke kakak, dan terimakasih buat semua yang kakak kasi ke aku,senyum kakak,ketawa kakak,bercanda kakak,nasehat kakak,semuanya.makasi kak.i love you kakakku,sampe kapanpun kakak bakal tetep jadi kakak ku :')"